I’ve been thinking of switching my marksandrec schedule from two posts per day to one per day. I’ve just been feeling kind of burnt-out and like I don’t have time to do other projects. Like, I haven’t written fanfic in a long while, and I miss it, and I also miss all the other creative things I used to toy around with, fandom-wise. I still like doing the blog stuff, but two posts every day takes up a lot of time, and I feel like sometimes I’m just throwing something together to keep the schedule.

I don’t know, it’s not for sure. But that stuff has been setting off my communication anxiety even more, so I haven’t been interacting with my inbox as much as I used to, and I don’t like that.

I just don’t want to disappoint people. Even though I probably already have been, with the way I’ve been handling it lately.

This is such a stupid problem to be bitching about, I know, I’m sorry.